Human Frailty

I can be such a big chicken and I don't know why. New things cause me anxiety and yet I have a strong desire to DO things I've never done before. Case in point, finally after years of saying so, I sold some small items on ebay. Not that big of a deal in today's world, and yet I have been riding a wave of nerves. I guess I don't like the feeling of not knowing what I'm supposed to do, not knowing the procedures, not knowing what will be the effect of my actions...what if I screw up? what if I ruin it? what if I fail? I've done all three before and I've survived, so why is there always that seed of anxiety? At this point in my life, I doubt that will ever change. At least I know its there, and when the time is right, I go ahead and jump...